...and I won't go back to you.

in a time when everything was free
and the whole damn world revolved around me
i can't go back, and i won't go back to you
to believe somebody else could pay
for mistakes i so carelessly made,
i can't go back, and i won't go back to you

but i can't set free this part of me
when i'm crawling back to you
and i won't let you forget how far we've gone


i ate too much food at my nonna's last night
i brought my dad to yoga today
today was my 28th (4 weeks) class in a row
today i'm wearing a blue hoodie
;the same blue you're gonna get very familiar with
i move into the new house i just bought next friday
i start tracking vocals this saturday
i had a chicken sandwich from starbucks today
;it expired yesterday
i had a dream i died in a car crash last night
;ironically i drove like a fucking moron today
i think i'm gonna call my publishing company "Name Brand Shoes Entertainment"
i finally decided not to buy a puppy dog.
;i just don't have the time it would need from me


and now a short list of things that make me want to punch myself in the face

dissafected emo kids
slow drivers
loud people at the bank; yoga; coffee shop
contemporary R&B
girls with furry boots
television
television commercials
mcdonalds
the bright side of things
smart cars
the battery life on my computer
hangnails
people that are afraid of stupid things
acne
overly large people that sit next to me on a flight
facebook, myspace, all the other online showoff slutfests
C-Sides
any and every "who's who of rock & roll party"
people that have sensitive egos
when i wash my car by hand and then it gets dirty right away
breaking a guitar string
tryinig to pull up a zipper really hard and actually punching yourself in the face
my fucking piece of shit attitude


in other news, i have done a bit of an inventory and realized that i can not believe how many songs i have written and recorded that are just me and piano or me and acoustic guitar that will not be making this record. it excites me. there is A LOT of material lying in wait. i plan on making even more.


touring season is at hand and we have yet to rehearse our freshly written/recorded songs. i recomend you don't come to the first 5 shows we have scheduled, they will be more of a rehearsal than anything else. which actually will make for quite the eventful show.


my hands are cold. i'm going inside. despite the early morning showers, the sun set quite nice today. i'll never stop appreciating sun on my face.

put it in your cap.