everyoneisafuckingidiotexceptformyfriends

distraction - A&A

i am jacob william hoggard. watch me bleed. watch me smile. watch me cry. watch me fight. watch me swear. watch me offend. watch me piss. watch me hate. watch me love. watch me break. watch me mend. watch me sleep. watch me understand. watch me fear. watch me brave. watch me harmonize to the one million different notes, keys, and fuck faces that fly past my brain at once. i've run out of time to stop and watch this all commence. now i just run. as fast as i possibly can. with my eyes closed. with my fingers crossed. praying nothing makes me fall. it won't work. i'll fall. one thousand times over. you'll see. you'll watch. you'll judge. fuck you blow me. i'll get up. i'll watch my knee bleed. i'll smile. maybe taste it if someones watching (to gross them out). i'll shut my eyes. i'll cross my fingers. and i'll run again. hillarity ensues. i am steal. i am stone. i am a rock. i am a peninsula (almost an island). nothing will ever break me. most of you will get close. have a shot. take it. most of you will miss (i saw the matrix so blow me. again). for those of you that hit and / or graze me. i'll be pissed. but it will wear off. and then i'll be fine. for those of you that twist the knife inside. i'll be mad. pretty mad actually. i'll probably just call my best friends and they'll kill you. and then i'll have a cocktail. good. great. it's late. fuck new york. and the rest of north america. cuba here i come. no. fuck cuba. skye sweetnam. here i come. be my valentine. yes for crushes. no for idiots. p.s. everyone is my friend. except for the fucking idiots.