the start of something formidable...

i guess this is a new phase for me. with many concrete standards. i.e. spelling mistakes. violently digressed punctuation. and the occasional emotional peaking enduced outburst. this looks like it may turn out to be a promising avenue after all. its been a while. it's been some time. its been more than i can deal with regarding my own lack of self reflection. this will probably end up becoming more raw than i would have anticipated. but its probably more healthy that way. in this sanctuary. away from the inquirys of my fraudulent persona. i think i might buy a gun tho. just in case. anyway. hello blog. nice to meet you.